once in a moment~

once in a moment..
a person realizes his/her thoughts..
its usually happened later in their age..
when they can't find where they belong.

i don't know why it has already happened to me..
on such a young age..
i don't know what i might be..
I'm already disgraced...

in the daylight, i smile happily as i can be..
but at nightfall, i cry myself to sleep..
my eyes sparkles on every happy days..
yet i see scary things, before my slumber..

i still wonder why i developed in advance..
i don't like the feel of it..
but i know for once in a moment..
you would feel you don't know yourself.